Dec 22, 2005 23:35
drewritchey: i'm off 2 bed.. but i'll take the house phone w/me so just in case u call!!! luv and miss u 2 death
i miss him.
i almost cryd on the phone when we were saying our good bye/nights.
i allways fight my tears with him.
hes never seen me cry.
has he?
maybe once.
when i was drunk.
"this isnt where lovers belong"
he said that to me in the graveyard.
how can i miss him this much?
Love
is it a concous decision?
and if it is...
why do we make it?
why do we need it?
im actually kinda depressed.
witout him.
ive been feeling sick to my stomach sens i got here.
i should get off now.
im tired.
full.
feel sick.
i miss him.
him