Jul 09, 2005 10:15
i didnt sleep lastnight.this is the second time lately.i odly enough feel more alive and kind of refreshed.
im in a really good mood.
i have a growing zit....gross.
i had poetry running through my head most of the day...till now.when i can write it down it all falls away.
figures.
i went to the skate park in corvalis.listen to the pigeons.took some pictures.then got a coffe and scone.they were both really good.i want more.coffe made my tummy hert.=/
puff.
so i gave up sleeping cuz i layed down and looked at my wound.
i started crying.
and i didnt want to lay there...alone...crying...again.
so i got up
go tin my truck
and drove around for 2 hours
had me a very plesant morning.
i kinda left to go sit somewhere and cry.but it didnt happen.
im kinda glad.
i like forgeting
my pain.
hmm
so i brought him coffe and we went to the saterday market.
bought some berrys and veggies.
i want a dog.
discontent