Aug 01, 2004 00:20
y do parents always try to pin tha whole "i do so much for u" crap on u???
I DIDNT FUCKING ASK TO BE BORN U STUPID SHIT!!!!!!!!!
I DIDNT ASK OR DEMAND U GIVE ME LIFE!!
I DIDNT PIN RAISING A CHILD ON U!!THIS WAS UR FUCKING DECICION!
LIVE WITH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ugh.
im tired of living in someone elses space.its fuckin stupid.
i cryd today.
pritty hard
hardest iv cryd in a long time.
iv cryd more here than i did tha enire 9 months i was livin with my sister.and i had some stresses goin on up there.and i did cry.about alot of things.
here iv mostly been crying out of frustration.y do parents try to like manipulate there kids?
i hate how judi and my dad tink they no me.
shur they may get tha general overveiw but they dont really no me.
they probly never will.
i dont think there interested in really noing me.
cuz then they hear secrets wen there not spoken and find things out that dont please them.
i cant comunicate with ither on of them.
this sosiety sucks ass.
i think we should kik kids out of tha house at 16.
thats wen they start wantin out right?so then let em tha fuck out!
y do ppl deny atention to tha people who want atention.i dont understand that.at all.i dont understand y parents are always like "o he/shes just doing it for atention" well geez maybe u should give em some then!it pisses me off.y not just give em wut they want so they can get past that?instead of continualy denying this person wut they want wut they strive for.not giving it to em makes em want it more.makes em do more shit to get wut they want.
im tired of being held back.why does everyone hold each other back?why dont we all just break loose instead of talking about how much we hate being tied down to the acor????
i envy tyler durden or however u spell it from fight club.i envy that caracture so fuckin much.he wa a smart ass mother fucker.and anarchist to tha bone.i would move to tha city jsut to be a copycat and do wut that movie maped out for tha world to do.
i think im gonna shop at thrift stores from now on...hmm...yes...
discontent