Bring home home
i wanna bring someone from oregon to alaska with me.like mandi or matt.= >
jus to show em around and show off alaska n shit.
take em camping and show em my old life and who i was...and y i am who i am.
im gettin really exited bout goin.
i totaly cant wait.im gonna have so much fun.
i had a dream that i was back in AK lastnight.and i like kinda hungout with scott.and we were holding hands.
was kinda weird.
i had purple lipstick on that i was embaraced of.
i watched porn in that dream and wanted to copy it. = /
lol
maybe that sez alot about me = /
more than id like it to.
i wanna make a list of things i wanna do n stuff.
shit i want my mom to cook = )
i want beerbatterd halibut thats for damn shur.
and jumboli
and beans and rice
tuna casarole
aw man that sounds really good.
i hate tuna but i LOVE tunacasarole.
i want to be a wife.
to cook dinner and raise kids.
wear a long wite skirt and have tha kids play in it and have them tug on it wen they want something.
my clock has started ticking.
this moment it has started.
hear it? listen...
*tick tick tick*
bastard.
i wanna go on a walk right now.
in tha warm darkness.
maybe walk tha streets of tha town or go down that one trail that leads to "the castle" and sit there with that person.
or go to those jumps tha skaters/bmxers made.
sit on one of tha mounds and listen to the night and our breaths.
and have conversations about our future and out pasts.
just to listen
and be
alive.
to take in deep breaths
and take in the humid night air.
like the moistness that comes from their lips.
the lips u want so bad
and you know they want yours
they have you
and u have them
you know them and you know they know u.
you are each other.
Love.
that gave me birdbumps... = )
"And when i say youv sucked my brain out the english translation is i am in love with you" -Ani Defranco <3
sigh....im afraid of being in love...because...i dont want to give myself to someone....but i do at tha same time.
hm...
Killy: i sorta feel empty =/
Killy: but heavy at the same time
Killy: like i have skin but on tha inside thers nothing
Killy: and my skin...is getting heavy
jus to show em around and show off alaska n shit.
take em camping and show em my old life and who i was...and y i am who i am.
im gettin really exited bout goin.
i totaly cant wait.im gonna have so much fun.
i had a dream that i was back in AK lastnight.and i like kinda hungout with scott.and we were holding hands.
was kinda weird.
i had purple lipstick on that i was embaraced of.
i watched porn in that dream and wanted to copy it. = /
lol
maybe that sez alot about me = /
more than id like it to.
i wanna make a list of things i wanna do n stuff.
shit i want my mom to cook = )
i want beerbatterd halibut thats for damn shur.
and jumboli
and beans and rice
tuna casarole
aw man that sounds really good.
i hate tuna but i LOVE tunacasarole.
i want to be a wife.
to cook dinner and raise kids.
wear a long wite skirt and have tha kids play in it and have them tug on it wen they want something.
my clock has started ticking.
this moment it has started.
hear it? listen...
*tick tick tick*
bastard.
i wanna go on a walk right now.
in tha warm darkness.
maybe walk tha streets of tha town or go down that one trail that leads to "the castle" and sit there with that person.
or go to those jumps tha skaters/bmxers made.
sit on one of tha mounds and listen to the night and our breaths.
and have conversations about our future and out pasts.
just to listen
and be
alive.
to take in deep breaths
and take in the humid night air.
like the moistness that comes from their lips.
the lips u want so bad
and you know they want yours
they have you
and u have them
you know them and you know they know u.
you are each other.
Love.
that gave me birdbumps... = )
"And when i say youv sucked my brain out the english translation is i am in love with you" -Ani Defranco <3
sigh....im afraid of being in love...because...i dont want to give myself to someone....but i do at tha same time.
hm...
Killy: i sorta feel empty =/
Killy: but heavy at the same time
Killy: like i have skin but on tha inside thers nothing
Killy: and my skin...is getting heavy