How's is gunna be when you don't know me anymore?

[runspotrun]

     Haven't been to work all week. Yesterday was the record amount of time I spent out of the house, having traded the comforts of my amazing king-sized sheets for a plaid gown and a paper-covered bed. I read a good amount of Wicked during all the waiting. I'm seeing an oncologist at Shands either this week or the next, and am having a CT scan,

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Where do I begin...?

[dear_ali]

I'm sorry that you haven't been feeling good :o( And I miss reading too. I saw Wicked at your house and thought about stealing it just because I know you and some people raved about it. And I want the soundtrack. And Rent's. Shane is here right now. I guess you don't remember the last time he was here, when all he did was kick me the whole time. But so far this time, it's been alright. Matt and Drew have to sneak away to Sobe. Its funny. Fady was here too, but he left. That kid is so funny. Shane had been calling Matt everyday, sometimes just to talk, lol. Thanks for missing my pigtails. Sorry you only see me when I'm dirty and gross. I'm gunna stop there again on my way back up next month. I'll shower first though. Gotta get the bed, but maybe I'll stay a night or something. Mom is pretty cool, but she's been pissing me off lately. Chuck is just this disgusting mess, and he just throws up all the time, and mom lets him do whatever he wants. He takes the brown car whenever he wants and then drives home all fucked up. Just this morning he threw up in it. She lets him do whatever he wants. And he threw up on my car. So I guess I'm not the throw up kid anymore. Although I haven't had waffles and icecream in a very long time. You never called me back last night. I was waiting for your call. And what is up w/ Shane's icon? lol. Alright. Take care, missy. Love you, xo.

Re: Where do I begin...?

[runspotrun]

haha I called you today and you like pushed me off the phone! I also called Drew to try and catch up with him and see how he is and everything. It was a really strange/cute conversation. He gave me the typical "Drew attitude" like "why are you calling me, what do you want?" but I persisted. I think he caught on that I just care about him, and I think he thought it was pretty cute. We were both sorta laughing towards the end of the conversation, and agreed to talk online. Then I decided to call Shane (I actually dont remember any of the kicking stuff or anything, sorry) and Aunt Lois said she was on the other line with mom and that Shane was sleeping over our house. So I called back our house and talked to him for a couple minutes. He seemed really confused, but it was cute. He told me he's almost as tall as his mom now. Please tell me he was exaggerating.
Charles, as we all know, is a pretty fucked up kid. In all aspects of the word. But there really isn't too much we can do about it, right? I think this is something that he just has to get over, unless it kills him first, god forbid.
Have fun with Alex tonight, and Happy Birthday, to him!!
<3

Re: Where do I begin...?

[thgholiday]

What's wrong with Shane's icon?

Re: Where do I begin...?

[runspotrun]

Actually, I think the most appropriate question should be "What's wrong with Shane?"