Monday.......
Well today was the first day of Bore Week and I got yelled at for not wearing Pajama's... my deepest appolgies to you all. And I'm glad the week started cuz this was not a good weekend at all. So i hear today that this weekend for Scott was run around without me and piss me off. He's so flippin physco. No one sees it but me and my mom. Seriously people he's truly physco. Oh and he had the nevrve to call me a bitch and be a jackass to me all day yesterday. Ugh I think I might just hate him. Ok I'm a bitch because I treat him like shit every chance I get and I have since day one.. hmm news to me umm gee was I treating him like shit when I invited him to Munger the first day I met him? Was I treating him like shit when we did stuff? nnnnooooooo i dont think so. If i treated him like shit since day one I wouldnt have gotten him anything for his b-day christmas anniversaries or v-day? NOOO ugh hes so fucking dumb. And when we go to Southwell's I guess I'm theee biggest bitch when I dont talk to him... hmm gee i think hes the one who sits there and talks to Karen and Courtney the whole time.. I seriously have moer fun over there when I talk to Carrie and Adam.. I guess we are never going to get back together even though he tells me he does everyday but if hes going to do this shit to me I'm never going to. Anyways my mom gave me money to get stuff for Sadies but I have to pay her back when I figure out how much i spent. All I have to pay for is my shirt and my ticket and James said he will pay for the rest but I might pay for something else cuz i think i'll feel bad.. I dunno tho... o yea one more thing Scott was being a dick and I was like OK SHUT THE FUCK UP AND JUST FOR UR INFO I'M GOING TO SADIES W. JAMES oo that pissed him off cuz I dotn think he likes James but o well I do.. and he was like fine ur not goign to prom so i did my famous come back LIKE I WANTED TO GO WITH U IN THE FIRST PLACE.. plus it will save me some money and maybe I'll just go w. someone else.. FUCK HIM I DON'T NEED TO BE TREATED LIKE THAT... yea so i guess people think I like Travis Martin now.. which I think hes a cutie but yea.. anyways people think that every guy i talk to i like which seriously isnt true at all.. lol o the other day i called Brittney in California and she was like u need to not meet physco obsessive guys at derbys lol i couldnt agree more.. ugh scott's calling me tonight hes prolly gonna wanna hang out again and I just wont say a word so he ant say i'm a bitch.. it all works... anyways I'm gonna end this now cuz ya'll prolly dont care anymore lol