yeah
you treat me like i dont even matter, like you dont even care. and me ? id give the world for you, id do anything for you and you know it. but you wouldnt give anything for me. and after me trying to make this friendship work, you dont try for it at all
i cant keep being the girl you run to call whenever
theres no one else to listen. i cant keep being the
girl you go to when some other girl finally decides
that she's had enough and doesn't want you anymore . you
always told me i was so special to you. but im not, if
i was .. then i wouldnt be this "backup girl" that i am for you
I seriously can't keep going at this. I love this kid.but at the same time I hate how he is. Ya know. It's like guys don't even understand how girls feel.I wish that they could just live a girl's life for a day. ya know?! but like there's noone I don't like anyone like I like him. and it sucks cuz He knows that I would go to the end of the world and back and he knows that.and any time he fucks up he knows that I will forgive him cuz I'm just a nice person like that. But one day I'm gonna have enough and I'm just gonna quit forgiving and I will forget.It's not like he would care really. I'm just another girl on the list of hundreds. I can't even cry over him anymore cuz I'm so used to being treated like shit that I think shit is better than nothing.atleast he can treat me like something. I wanna just write him off but I can't it's not that easy. I would give anything to go back in time and if I woulda known that all of this would end up like this I'm not sure that I would do it the same.I would change everything. seriously. I am so dumb. It's like everytime he says something atleast he's talking. even if it is mean and really stupid. I just wish I could go back in time to when I was a little kid cuz it's true when they say that shit about like cuts and bruises are easier to heal than a broken heart. or whatever that saying is.I hate this. I seriously just wanna give up but I know that I can't let go that easy. he's always on my mind so it'd be pretty hard.
i cant keep being the girl you run to call whenever
theres no one else to listen. i cant keep being the
girl you go to when some other girl finally decides
that she's had enough and doesn't want you anymore . you
always told me i was so special to you. but im not, if
i was .. then i wouldnt be this "backup girl" that i am for you
I seriously can't keep going at this. I love this kid.but at the same time I hate how he is. Ya know. It's like guys don't even understand how girls feel.I wish that they could just live a girl's life for a day. ya know?! but like there's noone I don't like anyone like I like him. and it sucks cuz He knows that I would go to the end of the world and back and he knows that.and any time he fucks up he knows that I will forgive him cuz I'm just a nice person like that. But one day I'm gonna have enough and I'm just gonna quit forgiving and I will forget.It's not like he would care really. I'm just another girl on the list of hundreds. I can't even cry over him anymore cuz I'm so used to being treated like shit that I think shit is better than nothing.atleast he can treat me like something. I wanna just write him off but I can't it's not that easy. I would give anything to go back in time and if I woulda known that all of this would end up like this I'm not sure that I would do it the same.I would change everything. seriously. I am so dumb. It's like everytime he says something atleast he's talking. even if it is mean and really stupid. I just wish I could go back in time to when I was a little kid cuz it's true when they say that shit about like cuts and bruises are easier to heal than a broken heart. or whatever that saying is.I hate this. I seriously just wanna give up but I know that I can't let go that easy. he's always on my mind so it'd be pretty hard.