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Oct 13, 2004 19:54

Hello again
-This is the first time in a while I've been online for a purpose other than homework. It's relieving really. If you're not in the mood to read about absolute shit, then just stop now and come back later when you're ready.
First of all, mine and erika's friendship has been a bit at odds recently. Mostly because of the fact that she can't do ANYTHING without a certain someone leaching on. It's like we can't get rid of this person who treats ME like the newcomer in MY group of friends. My best friend(ricky in this case:):):)) and I havn't done anything in the longest time - you know why? because of my serious problem with this person and the way she acts so fake...and obnoxious - they're the kind of person that acts like they know fucking everything but in reality they know shit - and when you butt heads about shit it drives you absolutely fucking INSANE and they think you're being the mean one. whatever - back to my point. Ricky and I havn't done anything in so long because we can't escape the nonstop addition to our group. Would it KILL them to give us some room? I don't know, call me crazy, but if it's too the point where you really are with eachother 24/7 and only one of the people really wants that - doesnt it stop being a friendship and become a dependancy?
My point ---- I wish this person would stop acting as if IM the new one..IM the one who butts in on plans...IM the one who doesnt belong because in reality - this particular person fits all the criteria-- so FUCK THEM.

ON ANOTHER note...
Homecoming is saturday and I'm excited to go because i get to go with my sweetheart, matthew. Normally, I'm not one to dance but it will be with matt so it's a wonderful idea:) We're going out to eat at the radisson before the dance because amandas mom knwos the owner...we're going with amanda, andrea, and patrick. That will be fantastically fun. My original plan was to go with ricky...but 'that' person is going with her ...IMAGINE THAT. Ugh.

I could go on for an inordinate amount of time expressing my feelings to you guys about "that" person...it drives me nuts that "that" person is oblivious to what's going on around them. Do they not notice that they bug the hell out of EVERYONE?

Well, on that, I'm out.
I love my friends:)
and i love matthew:)
and i love erika:)
and i love amanda:)
and i love kris:)
and i love pat:)
and i love donnie:)
and i love keylan...keely(not kiwi) :)
and i love MALLORY:)

love, randy

PS - ricky and I have talked about everything and I'm gald we're on the same level...we've made everything 'happy ' again of course.:)
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