May 26, 2004 00:54
I've just tried to type thought provoking shit, stuff on my mind, anything. I can't get it out. I sound like a tool. It's been another one of those nights of self evaluation. It's going to continue to go that way too. So much to talk about. Is it bad if I live life thinking that things can change, that I can change them, that I can do something for humanity? Why the fuck do I have to search for the ideal? Maybe we all are, I know we all are. But, what the fuck? Dammit. Wanna know more, just ask. I'm not promising a discussion, but hell, I may just want to talk to you about it. It's on and off with me. I dunno.