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Okay, so I haven't updated in a wicked long time, eh?
Well, not much has happened.
Summer ended. Went camping with my family and Stephen. <3
I got to see the boy I love so much over the summer and I'm so happy we did. Nothing in this world or the next could ever make me happier. I Love You Stephen Gilmore!!! <3
Yeah, so school started a couple weeks ago. It's actually pretty good. Only four classes and then SST, which should be interesting this year. Mr. Collins has no idea what he's doing and expects way to friggen much out of us, but oh well, we'll make it work. (hopefully) Plus I really like psychology which has been pretty fun so far. Experimenting on people. muahaha.
I went to Stephen's cousin Nina's birthday with him and she is so adorable! We went and stopped at Toys 'R Us to get her pretty pretty princess hehe. I miss that game! Ha. And we all went to Nina's house for dinner and cake and presents. I love Stephen's family. They're so nice and welcoming. Hm...What else....
Stephen started college. Weee! Ha. I'm really happy for you love, you seem to really like it so far. <3
Then last weekend Stephen and I went to stay in Kennebunkport, ME for a night with his mom and her friend on Friday. That was pretty fun. We all went out for dinner and stuff. His mom's friend was really nice, I liked her. :] Then I had to go to my dad's, so Stephen dropped me off on his way to work. I really didn't want to go there, I just wanted to stay with Stephen, especially because I felt super crappy and don't like being alone when I'm sick. So I'm down the street from my dad's and find out I have to babysit the only night I'm there. Yay. But it was really fun. Riley and I watched Dora and the beginning of Shark Tale and had some ice cream. Then I read her some books before she had to go to bed. She's so adorable. I hope if I have a daughter she's just as cute. Heh. Sunday I spent the day in Portsmouth with my dad, stepmom, and Riley. We walked around, went in shops, and went to lunch at Muddy River. Mmmm. Stephen had to work Sunday too, which was a bummer. I would've had more fun if he had been there. He he.
Monday I went to Stephen's which is always amazing. <3 Love You Babe. You always make me smile. Even when I'm being a royal pain in the tush. He he.
Then lastnight we went to Newington and just sat in the car talking for the longest time. But it was really good. I really needed that and I'm so glad we can talk about anything and everything. <3 I wanted to just walk around for a few but it was chilly so we sat in the car and then went to Barnes & Noble. We walked through there for a while then Stephen FINALY (he he just kidding babe) picked a book. It looked pretty good. So then fifteen dollars later, we went back to my house and sat in the kitchen just talking and holding eachother at the table. That made me happy. Until my mom and Jason came home, that didn't make me happy. He he. So, sadly, I had to say goodnight to my love, but then we talked on the phone for a little while. It was good.
So today was officially fucked up! Ha.
Everything was normal all day, then on the bus to SST I like, can't breathe or catch my breath...I don't know how to explain it. And I felt wicked sick to my stomach and I started shaking and my hands/legs/feet went all tingly which freaked me the heck out. So I just try to ignore it and everything, but by the time I got to class I couldn't stop shaking and it was just getting harder to breath, so I freaked and had to be brought to the nurse who was contemplating having me go to the hospital. She said I was having an anxiety attack though so she just sat with me for a while, called my mom, had me eat yummy crackers and peanut butter ( because I was shaking from not eating lastnight/this morning) and eventually it all went away. Although my legs are still tingling. Five hours later. But oh well! So after I was supposed to call my mom back and see if she wanted me home, I used the nurse's phone to call Stephen. Luckily I didn't get in trouble. muahaha. But what I really needed was just to hear his voice. <3 So I felt a lot better, went back to class, made a card, then it was time to go home.
So that's my seriously overdue update.
And I feel pretty, pretty enough for you.
We've been perfect from the start. You're the one who stole my heart. <3
xo.