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I'm not so great at keeping this updated everyishday huh?
Well, a lot has happened in the past few days, but I'm not going into details.
I will say that I have hurt someone I love extremely insanely dearly, and I am sorry with all of my heart. Never again. Ever. I didn't mean for all of this to happen, but it has, and now I just hope we can get over this, well not over but through this. Which I'm sure will happen, because our love is forever and ever and always. <3
But Friday was nothing short of amazingly perfect. <3 Stephen took me out to Kennebunk Port [spelling?! eep ] Maine, and he is amazing. Even after everything we both had a great night, well at least I know I did....?
He picked me up from school and we headed there, plus a mini traffic jam and many tolls, and when we first got there, we were just driving around looking at all the gorgeous houses and talking about how one day, we'll own one, or one "So much bigger". hehe. And he took me to see the place they usually stay at when they go there, but we could only look from the outside, obviously. So then we went to the beach and it was beautiful. Not a lot of people there at all, but lots of pointy rocks to climb on! eeeep. We went and sat on a bench just talking, and sat on rocks talking and it was lovely. And we had fun watching these doggies running into the water.
After that, we walked around all the little stores and such. I know they're all geared towards tourists and whatnot, but it's still so fun going in there and seeing some of the crazy things they have! ha. And it's always fun trying on moodrings. roar. But there was the cutest little candy store ever!! So we went and got dinner after a little bit, and ate it down at the beach and then we went walking around on the beach again. Stephen serenaded strangers, well, me, but it would have been funny if he did. Some people asked him if he was playing them music. ha. I still say he should've. But oh well. Then we sat just looking out. At the sky. At the water. Everything. And we talked. About a lot. But I especially loved talking about our futures.
When we realised it was almost time to head home, we went back to the little candy store, since we forgot to after dinner, but it closed just as we walked up to the door. Just our luck. So Stephen was adorable and we went across the street to this other store, like a drug store or something, and got bags of candy instead. I still have some of it, but my mom ate some too. We got to my house and fell asleep on the couch, where we were so rudely interrupted and told that Stephen had to go home. Not so fun ending to a storybook perfect night.
I didn't really do much Saturday. But yesterday my mom and I went out shopping. I got a lot of School shopping out of the way actually. Well, some of it. Got a couple pairs of pants and a few t-shirts. They're pretty cute. And I got to talk to my love a lot, even though he was at work all day. <3
Lastnight Kayla randomly calls me. "I'm outside in my car! Come out! We're leaving!" So completely confused, I go downstairs and she's like "Okay! We're going to the fireworks! Hannahs not anymore, so get in the car!!" So we start driving, and we don't really want to go to the fireworks I guess, because we end up going to the movie stop, which was closed by now, and then to Kayla's to hang out with Han, Jeff, and Kayla's friend? and Kayla. That was funny. But I felt really out of place there. I haven't hung out with them in so long. I don't know. I'm just being stupid I guess lol. But while I was there, I had to have heard the most intelligent thing I've ever heard out of Kayla's mouth.
"Isn't her name tree or something?"
"huh? what are you talking about?"
"or Bush?"
[me completely confused] "uhhhhh...."
"i dunno. tree, bush...maybe noel? I know it has something to do with Christmas?!"
Ha. Ha. Wow. Enough said. I really have the most brilliant friends ever. I do.
xo.