tell me Lord...am i a bad friend?
i've felt really happy lately...like over break i got to hang out with all my friends and you all make me so happy and make me love life, but know my feeling is confusion...i dont know anymore.
things that can brighten someone's day:
*simple kind words
*a genuine smile
*a friendly hug(s)
i hate myself for not being able to get thru to rach. i thought i was always there for her...i tryed...i honestly did with all my heart. no matter whats happened i have tryed to be tthere and i thought i had been but rach, u told me today that u just need me to be there for u when all along thats all i've been doing...or so i thought. it hurts more and more everyday when u see ur relationship with ur best friend getting more and more distant. rach i know ur going thru some really tough times, but iremember i love u. i love all my friends but it hurts when some of them dont return that love and cut me deep with their silence or blank looks as if i'm a stranger off the street. i long for the bright warm days of summer when i can walk at night lost in thought and living in my own world of dreams.
i hope everyone has a good night, i truly do and God Bless. annie
p.s. i dont think u read my LJ hannah but i wanted to thank u for sharing that bible verse, i read it and it really lifted up my spirit and my faith in God. thank you very much and i admire ur faith in the Lord.
things that can brighten someone's day:
*simple kind words
*a genuine smile
*a friendly hug(s)
i hate myself for not being able to get thru to rach. i thought i was always there for her...i tryed...i honestly did with all my heart. no matter whats happened i have tryed to be tthere and i thought i had been but rach, u told me today that u just need me to be there for u when all along thats all i've been doing...or so i thought. it hurts more and more everyday when u see ur relationship with ur best friend getting more and more distant. rach i know ur going thru some really tough times, but iremember i love u. i love all my friends but it hurts when some of them dont return that love and cut me deep with their silence or blank looks as if i'm a stranger off the street. i long for the bright warm days of summer when i can walk at night lost in thought and living in my own world of dreams.
i hope everyone has a good night, i truly do and God Bless. annie
p.s. i dont think u read my LJ hannah but i wanted to thank u for sharing that bible verse, i read it and it really lifted up my spirit and my faith in God. thank you very much and i admire ur faith in the Lord.