MMhmm Fer Sure

Mar 31, 2007 17:33

im not being a normal guy on this one i mean yesss i want to fuck her brains out. but at the same time i want her for much much more than that so just this once id love to not mess anything up..i like her soo much its almost ridiculous. ive never liked someone to the point of it being this bad its such a weird feeling and yet she doesnt want the bf/gf labels but she likes me too i guess or so ive been told neway. im a fuck up when it comes to relationships we all know this. when i tell her i like her she says she knows but she has no idea just how much i do. im not sure what to do anymore., when it comes to her im pretty much jello and im not jello for anyone i know its weird but when we're not together i miss her so much and when we are together i dont want to let her go. in fear she may not come back..its just weird plain and simple. i dont like it a whole lot either ive spent a long time improving myself to show people im not vulnerable. and i dont really want that jeopardized. but at the same time she has this very unique grip on me probly cuz shes so much like me which im lookin for to me shes the perfect girl, cares but doesnt make a big deal out of stuff a.k.a laid back.so perfect but doesnt want the title of girlfriend she still wants to do w/e she wants and i dont blame her were still young why not right? the thing is because of that reason she cna "hook up" with whoever she wants and ill tell the truth if i heard that and she told me it was true id most likely be heartbroken why im not sure alls i know is i like her A LOT and i hope this all works out cuz if it doesnt im gone..back home,, right now besides my bestfriends she honestly the only real thing left holding me here besides a few selected people i love to death. idk though i s'pose all i can do is wait it out.
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