BOO
OMG I FUCKING HATE GIRLS.......... ugh
do w/e it is that you do just dont fucking play with me i dont have the time nor the patients nor the emotions that you think you may get out of me. yes i may have strong feelings but it doesnt mean im gonna stand here and be a backup or a second choice.. why the fuck do i always end up like that?? good enough at first then i get boring and and put on the back burner. what the fuck do i do wrong? what the fuck have i ever done to someone to be treated like that.
And yet im still a sucker for you, when you call i try not to answer but i just cant do it.
when you smile its hard not to look into your eyes and want to tell you how i really feel about you, but i dont, i bite my tongue and i hold it in. maybe all the stress is finally getting to me? of wanting to tell but holding it in. maybe if you only knew how i felt you may understand and decide what it is oyu want, but the thing is i already know what the answer will be..." i dont feel the same way........ im sorry" then i turn and leave by your request and odnt hear from a girl whos perfect for me in every way, anymore. i knwo how it all plays i've been through it but oh how i wish this could be different just this once. to know what it feels liek to be loved by such a great person. maybe its jsut not how its supposed to be, maybe there isnt someone for everyone and maybe im just not supposed to be w/ anyone? either way im gonna live my life whether you decide how you feel or not..
do w/e it is that you do just dont fucking play with me i dont have the time nor the patients nor the emotions that you think you may get out of me. yes i may have strong feelings but it doesnt mean im gonna stand here and be a backup or a second choice.. why the fuck do i always end up like that?? good enough at first then i get boring and and put on the back burner. what the fuck do i do wrong? what the fuck have i ever done to someone to be treated like that.
And yet im still a sucker for you, when you call i try not to answer but i just cant do it.
when you smile its hard not to look into your eyes and want to tell you how i really feel about you, but i dont, i bite my tongue and i hold it in. maybe all the stress is finally getting to me? of wanting to tell but holding it in. maybe if you only knew how i felt you may understand and decide what it is oyu want, but the thing is i already know what the answer will be..." i dont feel the same way........ im sorry" then i turn and leave by your request and odnt hear from a girl whos perfect for me in every way, anymore. i knwo how it all plays i've been through it but oh how i wish this could be different just this once. to know what it feels liek to be loved by such a great person. maybe its jsut not how its supposed to be, maybe there isnt someone for everyone and maybe im just not supposed to be w/ anyone? either way im gonna live my life whether you decide how you feel or not..