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Sep 18, 2005 17:38

Another week has gone by, and it seems like it was a week of a million changes in my life. Some good, some bad. As I continue on this journey of discovery, I've learned some new things about myself and I've found some significant changes in myself as well. I don't want any of you to worry, these changes I've gone through have all been good, I'm not changing who I am or anything like that, but I've finally changed to better the relationships with others in my life. I've hurt some very close friends because I had fears and too much self-consciousness about myself. That's all changed, and I am trying to mend those relationships I've hurt through my actions or lack of actions, for that matter. To all those friends of mine that I've hurt (you obviously know who you are), I am truly sorry and believe me it'll be something you'll never have to worry about me doing ever again. I care about all of you more than you could ever comprehend and I love you all so dearly. Each one of you have made a major impact on my life, and I want to keep all of my close relationships with all of you for as long as I live.

Anyway, on a little lighter note, I suppose I should tell you what I've been up to other than a lot of soul searching. I've been busy with class and now working 3 jobs! Along with that, I'm still training for the Twin Cities Marathon (only 2 weeks away!). I went running at 6am in St. Paul with my friend Brian, whom I will be running the entire marathon with...very excited for that, it'll be a blast. By the way Jamie, I'm holding to your promise that you'll run at least 200 yards with me in the marathon, and I'm not kidding, I will grab you and bring you out there with me!! Don't worry, I won't be running too fast for you though, you can handle my pace!!

This morning, I went to Eagle Brook Church with Ryan in White Bear Lake. It was so amazing. The music was incredible, the pastors had such powerful messages and it was just an awesome service. I'm gonna continue to look around to find the church that suits me the best, but this one sure was amazing! There's another Eagle Brook being built closer to home in Lino Lakes so I'm pretty pumped about that too. Since then, I've been doing homework, watching football, grilling chicken...

It'll be back to class again in the morning, and Bible Study and prayer group again tomorrow night! As scary as this may sound, I love Mondays!!!

Anyway, I should probably watch the rest of the Packers game here. I apologize if what I wrote might be a little unexpected to some of you, but it's just me being honest about what's been going on in my life. Again, I love you all, you are such amazing friends.

I'll talk to y'all lata,

- Heebs
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