Tours
So, as a lot of you know. I toured Madison yesterday. My friends were throwing a fit about it because they said I should have toured before I applied -but I didn't listen. I'm kinda glad I didn't... while going through the whole tour, everything just felt right. I don't know how to explain it, but the town is so very, me. I live in the suburbs fairly close to a large city... but Madison is so diverse and I would live in the heart of the city. There's so much to do, and I know I'm not going to do everything I want to... but I'm gonna try to take advantage of the time I have. It's a big school, which I want.
What I'm stuck on right now is the dorm aspect. I have two options, one is the urban/apartment style and the other is beside the lake but much more quieter. The problem is that I love the urban aspect of the one dorm, it's exactly like how I'd want to live if I ever moved into a big city. However I like the idea of coming back to quiet after the day. Plus this dorm as an access to a trail that I can run on. The only thing would be that I feel because it's a little smaller... it's going to be with introverted people. I'm an extrovert so I don't know. But the dorm isn't THAT small... it's still almost 600 people compared to the 1200 in the other one. I don't know.
I feel like I need to work on Fourteen Minutes, but I just... I've been everywhere with my writing BUT there. I feel like my confidence has dropped a lot... for no really apparent reason I guess. I feel like my fear of the story came true. So for the past couple days I've worked on something else. We'll see... maybe I'll get inspiration soon or something.
My hair's dark again... it looks better, not as intensely blond. Physically I feel pretty okay about myself lately. Which is weird, because I'm not running as much as I used to. But I feel like I'm not eating as much either. I guess the two sorta go hand in hand.
I'm going to visit friends in college this weekend. I'm excited -and a little nervous I guess. But more excited. I just kinda wanna let go for once.
And um... it took three and a half months later but I um... I finally uh...got a text back. And this is real. Not a muse I've made up from my imagination. It was weird I guess... I don't know. I've tried not to think about it after my zombie experience with The Missed Call but um... I guess three months is better than nothing. And he apologized. I kinda wanna know if he's up to something though. I guess I just don't get it.
What I'm stuck on right now is the dorm aspect. I have two options, one is the urban/apartment style and the other is beside the lake but much more quieter. The problem is that I love the urban aspect of the one dorm, it's exactly like how I'd want to live if I ever moved into a big city. However I like the idea of coming back to quiet after the day. Plus this dorm as an access to a trail that I can run on. The only thing would be that I feel because it's a little smaller... it's going to be with introverted people. I'm an extrovert so I don't know. But the dorm isn't THAT small... it's still almost 600 people compared to the 1200 in the other one. I don't know.
I feel like I need to work on Fourteen Minutes, but I just... I've been everywhere with my writing BUT there. I feel like my confidence has dropped a lot... for no really apparent reason I guess. I feel like my fear of the story came true. So for the past couple days I've worked on something else. We'll see... maybe I'll get inspiration soon or something.
My hair's dark again... it looks better, not as intensely blond. Physically I feel pretty okay about myself lately. Which is weird, because I'm not running as much as I used to. But I feel like I'm not eating as much either. I guess the two sorta go hand in hand.
I'm going to visit friends in college this weekend. I'm excited -and a little nervous I guess. But more excited. I just kinda wanna let go for once.
And um... it took three and a half months later but I um... I finally uh...got a text back. And this is real. Not a muse I've made up from my imagination. It was weird I guess... I don't know. I've tried not to think about it after my zombie experience with The Missed Call but um... I guess three months is better than nothing. And he apologized. I kinda wanna know if he's up to something though. I guess I just don't get it.