Aug 12, 2005 10:38
OK Well this week has gone fast.. and been boring.. if ne one wants to do ne thing tell me. id love some booze so please ask me to go out and do something. tonight was the senoir tailgate shit.. it sucked royaly lol. so me and matt left and went out. ended up at the mall and ran into kristin and audra. they said theyd call us to hang out later but yeah its alot later and kristin never called wich realy pissed me off. Later on at the mall ran into ashley and kara who invited us out ne time to the house they live in now..which is cool. but ended up completely bored in terre haute yet again so we went to krogers. ended up buying a keylime pie. thats right a whole pie. we ate about half of it in the goodies parking lot. well that is after we stopped by taco bell and got some knives and forks. crazy goood pie. but i have a headache from the pound of sugar in it. and i think u know this but call me up and lets hang out this weekend. I NEED TO DO SOMETHING. Hayley called while i was in the mall ..seemed realy happy..right... but im not happy either she doesnt seem to think i care what shes doing or how she is and doesnt call me on vacation..... but i guess i should b used to being pushed aside. eventhough i called her every night while i was gone for 12 days drivign to california and shit. racked up a bunch of money on that phone but i didnt care cus i got to talk to her... but i care now.....yeah that shit does piss me off.... SOMEONE PLEASE CALL ME B4 I HURT MYSELF.. yes that is a cry for help. yes it is all emo of me but who cares im lonely and need to drink...NEEEDS TO