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got just bout every thing together to leave. evey thing but my own shit in my mind. i was excited about leaving earlier today. but then something happened. wondering if that gun ill b with for 2 weeks might shorten my stay. cant take too much crap when on such a tight schedule. all i want to do today is c hayley for a while. thats the only thing it seems im not doing. bussy as hell not going to get every thing done. but i dont fucking care im leaving right why should i care what done around here? oh well ill b happy go lucky as long as i get to c hayley. if i dont well that rifle is going to b locked up or else i might just fire a bullet clean through my skull. not likely but the thought has crossed my mind a few times today. but im a preaty useless person. it doesnt matter either way i guess. as long as i c hayley i can go on my way happy as hell and only sad about leaving her. but im sad and worried about alot right now and thats getting on my nerves. but maybe i just need to get away. well im deffinately doing that. away from here. but cant run from my mind. can hopefully put my mind at ease tonight. well this is it for now wont say another damn thing till i get home sometime in the middle of next month should only b 12 days but u never know shit might happen. good day all. or at leaste try to.