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[runningtohell]

woke up at 6 after finaly falling to sleep at 2 and went into work. We got 2 new poeple working out there now not to bad of people. a girl and a guy. the girl works hard so she works with me and weve been doing the jobs that take more time and ability. all the guys hates me so luckily shes been working with me before she worked with them so she doesnt hate me..or at least will get to make that decision without them telling her to. ill only b working with those guys another week. i hate working with them. it gets me all pissed off everyday. i work hard because it seems moraly right to.. yeah i have morals funny huh? but they dont want to work so they sit around and i make them look bad. So they constantly make fun of me and try to get me pissed off enough to snap. well fuck them id like to go off but i cant let them get the satisfaction. plus im not sure i wouldnt kill a few with something i found in the garage...after 8 hours in the sun i got a little burnt. i went home after wqork and was hoping to c hayley talked to her she said shed call me back when she had permision to do something. so waiting i passed out on my couch. she called about an hour an a half after id fallen asleep. so then we went out for coffee and hung out at the mall........ I was extremly tired when i went to get her but being with her made me happy and energetic. Shes my favorite drug..lol truthfelly the only thing i look forward to any more.
was realy depressed about whatever after work and being tired made it worse and was grumpy .. went off on my mom but i think she ignored it as long as she got to yell at me she was happy. BUT i got to spend time with hayley( realy nice)

i havent spent much time with poeple but they dont exactly make that easy always seem preocupied even when u go out of ur way to visit them. oh well im not going down that road again ....