Sep 06, 2005 10:40
Bodies fill the fields I see, hungry heroes end
No one to play soldier now, no one to pretend
Running blind through killing fields, bred to kill them all
Victim of what said should be
A servant `til I fall
Soldier boy, made of clay
Now an empty shell
Twenty one, only son
But he served us well
Bred to kill, not to care
Just do as we say
Finished here, Greeting Death
He's yours to take away
Back to the front
You will do what I say, when I say
Back to the front
You will die when I say, you must die
Back to the front
You coward
You servant
You blindman
Barking of machinegun fire, does nothing to me now
Sounding of the clock that ticks, get used to it somehow
More a man, more stripes you bare, glory seeker trends
Bodies fill the fields I see
The slaughter never ends
Soldier boy, made of clay
Now an empty shell
But he served us well
Bred to kill, not to care
Just do as we say
Finished here, Greeting Death
He's yours to take away
Back to the front
You will do what I say, when I say
Back to the front
You will die when I say, you must die
Back to the front
You coward
You servant
You blindman
Why, Am I dying?
Kill, have no fear
Lie, live off lying
Hell, Hell is here
I was born for dying
Life planned out before my birth, nothing could I say
Had no chance to see myself, moulded day by day
Looking back I realise, nothing have I done
Left to die with only friend
Alone I clench my gun
Soldier boy, made of clay
Now an empty shell
Twenty one, only son
But he served us well
Bred to kill, not to care
Just do as we say
Finished here, Greeting Death
He's yours to take away
Back to the front
You will do what I say, when I say
Back to the front
You will die when I say, you must die
Back to the front
You coward
You servant
You blindman
Back to the front
Appologies for all the lyrics.. i feel down... not much to say a few things are still good.. a few great. im unsure of myself. i think im going to b throwing my life away if im not careful. need to focus on my work need to focus.. bout hit a train the other day wasnt paying much attention. bout got hit by a semi on the way home tonight. light went red and the one behind me didnt stop so i had to run it. and the guy in the intersection bout got killed by the truck too. thoughts of running away. thoughts of joining the military.. throw away what ive worked for. throw away the time ive spent to establish "this" Not sure about my future not sure if i want what i thought i did outa my life. i know where im happy but i know what im expectec to do... and i know what i need to do for myself. but can i take care of myself. NOW for all u bleeding hearts out there... its great u wanna help with reliefe in the south but.... think back to ne time uve ever flown... ok now the flight attendent is telling u for the 3rd time about the saftey on the plane and u figure ull humor urself and listen this time... so ur told when the masks come down TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF FIRST once u are in a place to u may help others. dont let ur own problems crush u while tring to help others. and for ne one out there who is on drugs WHAT the HELL are u thinking next time i hear of my friends using im leaving. i cant take it why do people use the excuse///"there's nothing to do in this town" FUck a bunch of u take care of urself. even if u dont realize it people care for u and rely on u so please take care of urself. PLEASE