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AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

::I see a blank notebook page
and it's my life and there is
nothing I can think to write
I fear the thought of not sensing a thing

I hope you don't see a thing
I said, smile through everyone you ever see::

A NIGHT THROUGH PHOTOGENIC REVIVAL

over made up but still a blank canvas
silence is solitude
Screaming phone lines. disappointment
Don't call that woman I once knew
Arrival... only to depart
time for a temporary dismissal from the repetition of discontent
Sweet child with a hole in her nose
New Faces
Introductions
I found innocences in a square
the urge to corrupt is acidic
SPARKS
intoxication
underage girls loving underage girls
bodies moving
oxygen
walking
hands tied in knots
face, feelings, holding
mattress lays cold
held together frozen
a constant searching for my lips
face hidden too well
nose on cheek
a stranger in the dark
falling through the floor
eyes closed yet wide awake
morning - light - freedom
false promises of temporary goodbyes.
collar and leash in hand,
I don't want a puppy right now.

theres a sweet robot drawn on my arm in permanent marker, it's from the asian! Rough night, very very confused.