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I have been so bored lately... I am so excited to start classes next week. I am really excited to finally start college, i have waited for this my whole life. I am still upset about everything but i am trying to look on the bright side of things. Even if people are making little petty lj entries about me i am letting it go. We are not in high school and people think they are so grown up and they will get a huge reality check about it soon. I am not the most grown up person but i am going to stop letting the little things bug me. I am sick of feeling like we are still in jr. high. Seriously we are 17 and 18 year old we should stop acting like 12 years olds. I am sick of high school drama. Well anyway summer is ending and it looks like my "friends" dont want to see me much before they leave but i guess thats there loss. I am finally ready for my life to start and right now it is looking good. I want to love life again and i am beginning to heal. I know that i will find someone for me i just have to look. I am not over it yet but i am making steps to be. I am looking at college as a new way to star over. I can be myself and i am not scared because it is college and if they dont like me then after that class is done then i never have to see them again. I am a good person and i plan to do so much in my life. I wont let anyone hold me back!