Tipsy postage

Feb 23, 2006 21:49

Tonight I had a happy hour for my scholars group. I hadn't eaten dinner. 'Nuff said.

Sometimes in life people realize things about themselves. This is what I realized - I am actually kinda happy with life right now. For the first time, I feel popular - silly, I know. I don't mean in that high school popular kinda way, where everyone knows who you are and so on. I mean in the real, genuine kind of way, where you know people like you.

Don't get me wrong, I love my friends from NYU and before. But this is the first time that I'm never worried about whether people keep me around because they are used to me, or because they truly, genuinly want me around.

You guys know me - I've never been friends with just one group of people. But here at school, I have a group of 5 other people, and we all hang out on a regular basis. It's pretty much guaranteed that we will all go out at least one night a weekend. I see them every day. Not sick of them yet. They are hugely weird, ridiculously insane - but awesome. I have other friends too, of course. But this group - it's good knowing that no matter what, there are people who I can go to, who understand the crazy life that is the first year of law school. Who I can be ridiculously dumb with, or ridiculously girly with, or ridiculously anything I want. Because they are cool like that.

But going back to my point. I finally have a place where I think, I know, I belong.

And that's a pretty good feeling.
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