Moving AGAIN!!
Well, MOTHER TRUCKER!! That's all I gots to say right now. I hate moving so much and I'm totally doin it again. I'm headed up to Pine Valley where I will call Bree and Brent's basement home for the next month, til I find a new location and get some more cash. How lucky am I to have such amazing peeps :)
Atleast I'll be out of here though...GEEEZZZZ. This has just been INSANE. Sigh...oh well live and learn and take what you can from what you were given.
I don't know what it is but my mind won't stop reeling. I've done nothing but think. So much on my mind: Family stuff (mom, dad and his dad, lil punk bro, my grandma's surgery), Friends back home-I miss everyone, so many thoughts are reelin about how I wish I could share some of this (life the sand between your toes ;) ), Friends from here and gettin a life goin here and learing my way around and figurin out where to go or what to do half the time. It's just insane. There is a bunch of school stuff I'm tryin to get ready for, changin banks again (i think), changin addresses, gettin my loans set up, workin out and running, feelin just dead tired too. It's just a lot.
The funny thing is though if i didn't have so much to do I would be so bored and goin crazy. But I would kinda just like some financial security, home security, and just feelin like I can focus on one thing...like WORK...then SCHOOL and WORK. I just hope that all settles soon.
There there was this livejournal I read today about realtionships. Funny how it had all the questions I circle through my head but try not to really face cause it just gets me into trouble. I feel like I have the answers to some but, then it makes the answers to others backwards, or if one answer changes it changes every other answer too. So I guess I have multiple choice answers depending on the situtation and where life really goes after a while. I know the answers of some, even if they might be a little backwards, or some are the correct answers for what I feel but the others are a bit contridicting, cause they involve fears and uncertianity.
I don't know...
Any hoot I do have to get to packin me car, it's gonna be a long night. I have to pack my car, unpack it at Bree's, get up tomorrow and work out then load my car up the rest of the way and drive back to Bree's just to get ready for work and drive down to Plaza Bonita. So, hopefully I won't go crazy and I'll still be able to function. I do have Sunday off, which is AMAZING...but I have to get there first.
later gator
Atleast I'll be out of here though...GEEEZZZZ. This has just been INSANE. Sigh...oh well live and learn and take what you can from what you were given.
I don't know what it is but my mind won't stop reeling. I've done nothing but think. So much on my mind: Family stuff (mom, dad and his dad, lil punk bro, my grandma's surgery), Friends back home-I miss everyone, so many thoughts are reelin about how I wish I could share some of this (life the sand between your toes ;) ), Friends from here and gettin a life goin here and learing my way around and figurin out where to go or what to do half the time. It's just insane. There is a bunch of school stuff I'm tryin to get ready for, changin banks again (i think), changin addresses, gettin my loans set up, workin out and running, feelin just dead tired too. It's just a lot.
The funny thing is though if i didn't have so much to do I would be so bored and goin crazy. But I would kinda just like some financial security, home security, and just feelin like I can focus on one thing...like WORK...then SCHOOL and WORK. I just hope that all settles soon.
There there was this livejournal I read today about realtionships. Funny how it had all the questions I circle through my head but try not to really face cause it just gets me into trouble. I feel like I have the answers to some but, then it makes the answers to others backwards, or if one answer changes it changes every other answer too. So I guess I have multiple choice answers depending on the situtation and where life really goes after a while. I know the answers of some, even if they might be a little backwards, or some are the correct answers for what I feel but the others are a bit contridicting, cause they involve fears and uncertianity.
I don't know...
Any hoot I do have to get to packin me car, it's gonna be a long night. I have to pack my car, unpack it at Bree's, get up tomorrow and work out then load my car up the rest of the way and drive back to Bree's just to get ready for work and drive down to Plaza Bonita. So, hopefully I won't go crazy and I'll still be able to function. I do have Sunday off, which is AMAZING...but I have to get there first.
later gator