A place inside my head..
So it's been quite a few days since I've posted on here and I felt like I should get some stuff out cause it's been bugging me. Where to start.
Xmas break went well. But I was glad to be home. I can only take so much family. Yes, I know my hair is long. Leave it well enough alone.
New Years was a letdown, again. Like to keep up tradition on the fact that the past few New Years have encompassed me, sitting around, usually in a Wagner household, watching the couples enjoy their coupleness, while I snuggle with a pillow. Snowboarding fell through. Girls had stuff to do, but they didn't let us know til it was too late for just me and Jordan to go. That was pretty cool.
Everyone's back at school now. UK, UofL, and NKU have all started. I spent my entire day in my room, doing absolutely nothing, with no plans and no desire to go out. I am so bored and so lonely. And hopeless. I have no hope.
Alyson and Travis are dating. That's interesting. I almost saw her on Saturday. Me and a bunch of the guys were at Bdubs watching the UK game (Hah! Game..funny.) and she went in with her mom to buy books. I didn't pursue.
I'm sick of being let down, of being walked over, having high hopes and having them fall through. I'm sick of this mediocre, half-on/half-off life that I lead.
I'm tired. And ready to go back to school. Maybe there will be something there for me.
Xmas break went well. But I was glad to be home. I can only take so much family. Yes, I know my hair is long. Leave it well enough alone.
New Years was a letdown, again. Like to keep up tradition on the fact that the past few New Years have encompassed me, sitting around, usually in a Wagner household, watching the couples enjoy their coupleness, while I snuggle with a pillow. Snowboarding fell through. Girls had stuff to do, but they didn't let us know til it was too late for just me and Jordan to go. That was pretty cool.
Everyone's back at school now. UK, UofL, and NKU have all started. I spent my entire day in my room, doing absolutely nothing, with no plans and no desire to go out. I am so bored and so lonely. And hopeless. I have no hope.
Alyson and Travis are dating. That's interesting. I almost saw her on Saturday. Me and a bunch of the guys were at Bdubs watching the UK game (Hah! Game..funny.) and she went in with her mom to buy books. I didn't pursue.
I'm sick of being let down, of being walked over, having high hopes and having them fall through. I'm sick of this mediocre, half-on/half-off life that I lead.
I'm tired. And ready to go back to school. Maybe there will be something there for me.