I'm tired of looking around wondering what I gutta do, or who I'm suppose to be...
I'm so lost
I'm barely here
I wish i could explain myself
But words escape me
It's too late
To save me
You're too late
You're too late
You're cold with disappointment
While I'm drowning in the next room
The last contagious victim of this plague between us
I'm sick with apprehension
I'm crippled from exhaustion
And I dread the moment when you finally come to kill me
If you could only look me in the eyes and say to me "I understand why you did this", you would take away some of my pain.I did what I did because you mean alot to me and I don't know what I would do if I lost you over stupid shit so I decided to let you go before we got too deep....I know I cant take away all of the pain I have caused you, but you mean alot to me..I dont go a day without thinking about you and missing you...I kick myself in the ass everday for what I did....but in time, we will find our way back to each other, if it's meant to be.
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