In so many ways, that I can't explain....
I just typed a long fucking entry, and my POS computer froze. Errr, fucking piece of shit.
Well, last night I spent the night at HT's and Joel and John came over and hung out with us for a while. Hmm very interesting, lol. Then this morning, Heather woke me up at fucking 10 AM, but it's ok cause she had to the guys were comming over. Joel and John got there around 11:30, and we all just chilled and got attacked by Heather's physco brother, pfft. Then around 1 Joel, John and I left and came to my house for a few minutes then went and looked at some parts for John's truck. Well after we were done looking around, we get into the truck and it would not start. We tried fixing it but couldn't so we walked to Joel's house. He told his dad and Joel, his dad, and Willie went to fix it, John and I could not move, so we stayed at the house and waited for them to return. When they got back, we watched " Old School" at Willie's. I jumped on John and accidently hit him in the face, it was funny at first, but then I felt really bad. So after we were done fucking around, we all went to the mall. Not even in the mall yet and we almost get in a faaacking fight. It was all John Thomas Wilder's fault, god dammit. He was talking about some guys truck, how it was lowered and shit, not even talking bad about it, and the guy was there, and sticks the finger you put up when you don't give a FUCK, right in John's face. lol ;-) If you know John at all, you know he isn't the type to not say anything, so he was swearing at him and shit, quite amusing. So we were walking in the mall, and we see Katlyn, Cale, Pat, and Carson. Oh my golly, I have missed Katlyn, we ran to each other, and hugged one another. I can not wait until she comes to Belmont, it's gonna be P I M P. lol. So we are walking, Willie is taking a poll, to see what is better, Pepsi or Coke, and we all know which is better, obviously pepsi. So then these, immature fucks were talking mad shit, and Willie says shit to them, and they tried to start shit with us, they were like 12, maybe 13 or 14. It was hilarious. We were just like grow the faaaack up. Wow, I just love immature people. It was a good day/ night. Whenever I am with my baaaby I always have fun. And hanging with the crew is fun as well. :-) They are amazing.
A lot has changed. People are changing, everything is just changing. It's weird, but in some ways I'm glad, and in other ways I wish it would go back to how it use to be. But everything changes eventually, and you have no control over it, people move on, some die, and sometimes feelings change, and they are things you have no control over, and things you just learn to accept. The only real thing we have to offer one another, is forgiveness.