Whoa...

Jun 01, 2004 16:17

So yes, I have moved to Frankfort. Do I like it? Well it's gorgeous here and being on the lake 24/7 is awesome...especially with the views. As far as everything else...where to begin.

Every change in one's life must be taken in stride and given time, and I realize that, but right now it's really hard to see the positive in things when I am alone, and my biggest thing is always being surrounded with people. Maybe this is supposed to be reflection time or something...but it's really hard to when you just think about everyone and everything you could be doing at home with all of your friends.

With everything that has been going on, it's easy to miss all of the great people that have been surrounding me for the last ten years. First of all my sister. Then Matt and Erica, Rachael, Heidi, Jack, Sara, Sarah, Val, Dave, Ry, Teddy, etc, etc and the list goes on. I've met a few people up here, but they are the people from high school that I thought I would never be associated with. I am not saying that they are bad people at all...they were just brought up completely different and have very different morals than I do. This sheltered girl has learned more about all different types of drugs in the last week than I would have preferred to find out in a lifetime. Everything is about drugs and drinking it seems...and that's not important to me at all, and it's not really my thing. I'm not saying that I don't enjoy going out w/friends and stuff...but it's different when you are drinking w/people you just don't really identify with, and don't know if it's okay to completely be yourself.

I'm ready to have other people around...i really need to get a cat or a dog or something, but I have no idea what I would do with it in the fall when I go back to school. Seriously...I just need some company and I need to see the people I love, so if you're ever bored take a trip and come see me or give me a call cause I miss you all!

~Sarah
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