Oct 25, 2009 08:17
ironic and sickening at the same time. i would rather die alone than settle for what your handing me on that silver platter. i am so beyond my past that i cant even remember nor see it. i only see the future. i just think its funny how life ends up. never would have guessed. but at the same time im not in shock. does that make sense? some people are just desperate for a familiar feeling. me on the other hand, i enjoy uncomfortable situations.
anyways, i got a 2nd job serving at a local Irish pub. i love it. i love working. and meeting people at work. and enjoying the people i work with. and making tips :) life is so good.