today's the day
my departure for the big island has finally arrived!
I had yet defined what this adventure would hold, with the exception of having a sit down with Madame Pele herself, so there was a dormant feeling to the expression of my excitement. I wanted to allow the fullness to pervade every cell of my being.
The general umbrella of situational experiences i've chosen to manifest holds echos of the past. I've connected with soul partners prior to travel before and I had a habit of feeling the connection while ignorning this realities overlay. Yet, this time is new, different, more whole view than partial.
This time, another adventurer has proceeded me into the watery depths. They have bekconed me come in with play and bliss, gratitude and abundance. They have felt the surge pull them into itself. This time I relaxed. I was patient. I let evolve as it did instead of trying to make it into something else.
Last night I said that while it may be easier for me initially because of the new experiences I will miss the laughs, the kisses, the playfulness, the joy our dynamic brings me. Yet, I am as excited to share my adventures with him as he is to share his adventures of the ocean with me. We share a love many times over and I am eager to see where this path continues to lead.
I am excited in so many ways. More so though for my body. It's been craving such a space for months and I can feel this as the re-alignment on a microcosm level and the birthing period of the first three month goddess energy. I am considering helping my body purge by performing the master cleanse during the first fortnight. *did i ever mention i did a challenge. sometimes. only sometimes.*
That said, I may hold off any any internet communication until my return to Maui. Remember you are love, are loved, always and in all ways. Move into spaces of wonder rather than of righteousness. Allow the wounds of the past to be healed in the light of today. Embrace the darkness of your own soul and take it out for a cuppa. Talk story with it and offer forgiveness for keeping such a strong hold rather than letting it grow into a luminous becons of beauty. Instead of continually unconsciously participating in the culture of no speak with the power of creation. Bring your dreams through and live like the gods you most certainly are.
Keep expanding
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