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[running_in_air]

I realized today that I am the most selfish person I know. I can't shake this feeling of loneliness and hopelessness, no matter how many people are around me, or what they say. I hear them, I listen to them, but I can't believe them. I don't know why. I want to believe them. I have this fucking doubt that stops me

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[thetosh]

No matter where you are, you will always remember your past. If you don't want to repeat history, you must not forget it. It has made you who you are. And deep down I know you love yourself. Who you're becoming. And ultimately who you want to be. You are always changing. Be aware of each detailed change and make it to be a better part of you. You make yourself. No one else. Remind your self that you are in control of your life. It may sound difficult, but all you have to do is keep thinking "I am this" or "I am that" and eventually your subconscious will take over and allow you to work on another part of yourself that you'd like to change or modify. Just remember that these things take time initially. The more you practice self awareness, the easier it will be to incorporate your self in the way you see divine.

Just a thought. :)

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[trinitydria]

I think traveling the world would be so amazing. What an adventure.

And I'm sure you're not the most selfish person you know lol. Besides, everyone is selfish. As for the loneliness feeling..I feel that way sometimes. I miss having someone special in my life. I mean, being single is great and all but I miss having someone there to hold me and love me :(

anyways enough of my pathetic love life haha. cheer up