63.
It's that wonderful time of year again.
The time when my body straight up says "fuck you" and I have this allergy/sinus infection/cold bullshit that I can't get rid of for a week or so. ugh. I feel like uber shit right now. And go figure, on the day where I was SO excited because I don't have to work or go to school, I just had cello lessons, I feel like shit and can barely move. Now, I've got to drive all the way up to my Mom's to feed my snake. I just want to crawl back in bed and forget the world. But I can't do that either because I have to study my brains out for this damn religion test we're having on Wednesday.
Sigh. This is ridiculous. Why can't I just feel completely good and have a perfectly awesome day for once? I don't remember the last time that happened. It seems that every day either something happens that makes me sad, pisses me off, or upsets me in some way. Whether its an outside force or my own thoughts. It sucks. A lot. And I'm quite sick of it.
And now I'm off to Walgreens to see what medicine they think I should have. Even though I hate depending on meds. You know "what doesn't kill ya makes ya stronger" and all that. I'm just too impatient for my body to do its thing I guess.
Hope you all have a better day than me.
-MC.
The time when my body straight up says "fuck you" and I have this allergy/sinus infection/cold bullshit that I can't get rid of for a week or so. ugh. I feel like uber shit right now. And go figure, on the day where I was SO excited because I don't have to work or go to school, I just had cello lessons, I feel like shit and can barely move. Now, I've got to drive all the way up to my Mom's to feed my snake. I just want to crawl back in bed and forget the world. But I can't do that either because I have to study my brains out for this damn religion test we're having on Wednesday.
Sigh. This is ridiculous. Why can't I just feel completely good and have a perfectly awesome day for once? I don't remember the last time that happened. It seems that every day either something happens that makes me sad, pisses me off, or upsets me in some way. Whether its an outside force or my own thoughts. It sucks. A lot. And I'm quite sick of it.
And now I'm off to Walgreens to see what medicine they think I should have. Even though I hate depending on meds. You know "what doesn't kill ya makes ya stronger" and all that. I'm just too impatient for my body to do its thing I guess.
Hope you all have a better day than me.
-MC.