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Why is everyone so stressed lately? Is there something in the air? Is it the end of summer?
I don't know what it is but it is lame!
There is one good thing about this though. Well maybe more than one, but one that stands out. I have gotten a lot closer to one of my friends. Even though he's going through a lot of shit, I'm here for him and we've talked a lot about things we normally wouldn't talk about. It's brought us a lot closer in the end and I'm really happy about it.
Other than that, school's going.. alright. I'm freaking out about my math class but that's only because I've missed A LOT of the class and I'm waaaaay behind. But I'll catch up I think. I hope. Ha.
My relationship is going fabulously. Sometimes though I get this weird feeling in my stomach. It's not a bad feeling persay. I don't know. In my past I've always been a possessive, jealous type. I know that Mak would never deal with it so I smothered that part of me and any time he got drunk and might have been a little too close or said something a little too vulgar about another girl I just laughed and agreed and let it slide. I just figured if I said something he'd get mad or.. I don't know. But lately it's been fighting me harder and harder. I finally said something to him at this party we were at. *sigh* I just don't know.
Maybe I'm just rambling now. I love him and I'm letting that get in my way. Which I refuse to do.
Oh, and I FUCKING HATE that new smoking/21 and up law. It's bullshit.
<3MC.
I don't know what it is but it is lame!
There is one good thing about this though. Well maybe more than one, but one that stands out. I have gotten a lot closer to one of my friends. Even though he's going through a lot of shit, I'm here for him and we've talked a lot about things we normally wouldn't talk about. It's brought us a lot closer in the end and I'm really happy about it.
Other than that, school's going.. alright. I'm freaking out about my math class but that's only because I've missed A LOT of the class and I'm waaaaay behind. But I'll catch up I think. I hope. Ha.
My relationship is going fabulously. Sometimes though I get this weird feeling in my stomach. It's not a bad feeling persay. I don't know. In my past I've always been a possessive, jealous type. I know that Mak would never deal with it so I smothered that part of me and any time he got drunk and might have been a little too close or said something a little too vulgar about another girl I just laughed and agreed and let it slide. I just figured if I said something he'd get mad or.. I don't know. But lately it's been fighting me harder and harder. I finally said something to him at this party we were at. *sigh* I just don't know.
Maybe I'm just rambling now. I love him and I'm letting that get in my way. Which I refuse to do.
Oh, and I FUCKING HATE that new smoking/21 and up law. It's bullshit.
<3MC.