Jan 13, 2008 08:54
Working these long boring weekends is just sucky! Ugh!!! Oh well at lest today is Sunday so the weekend is almost over. Hawaii so soon!!!! Can't wait can't wait!!! I found the cutest bathing suit at Target the other day, and I can't wait to wear it. It a two piece turqoise color with little white anchors all over it. I had to buy it to pay homage to my boat roots. ;)~ Of course trying on swimsuits in January is NEVER fun, and dressing room lights and mirrors can be a nightmare. But it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I just am mainly reallly pasty white, which I normally am so not too bad. When I was at Target I had originally gone in there to look for a tankini or something similar. Well I found a one piece that I thought might be cute, so I tried it on and GAG!!! I HATE one pieces!!! I never realized how much I detested them. I don't think I've worn one since early high school so it was surreal to have it on. I felt too covered up, like I was fully clothed and getting ready to go swimming. It just was an uncomfortable feeling.
And its not like I'm saying I have the world's greatest body. I know that is far from the truth. Its just that I'm not used to not wearing a two piece when I am going to be near water, so anything else seems unnatural. I finally settled on this brown tankini which I think is just ok. But I had to get something a little more covering to wear. The reason behind this is that I have noticed my nieces starting to immitate me in what I wear. Well mainly my younger niece, Payton. When we went to Palm Springs last year, I caught her several times rolling up her little tankini top to match my bikini top. And her mom kept reprimanding her for it. So I realize that maybe I need to set a new example and try to be a little more modest in that area. So I will wear the tankini part of the time and the anchor bikini the rest of the time.
The weekend after Hawaii is Sunriver and I'm excited about that too. It will be a nice way to ease back into the boring real world, after a week in paradise. Plus I am so looking forward to hanging out in the hot tub, drinking wine and looking up at the stars.
Some weird things have been happening in one of my sisters lives lately. Not really weird bad, per say. Just strange. Yesterday when I got home she stopped by and told me about this crazy night and day she had Friday night and Saturday morning. I don't really want to go into too much detail cuz I never know who might be reading this, but lets just say she had someone from her past show up out of nowhere. I've been pondering the implications of this all morning cuz it is a big deal, and I don' t know what to make of it. She asked me for advice, and I really hope I gave her the right answers. Cuz this situation is complicated, but at the same time not. Its hard to explain without giving things away, so maybe I should just stop talking about it. I know you guys are probably confused, and Hoser if you're reading this, you will probably ask me about it. (Except now that I said that you probably won't, which would be fine wth me. ) I just kinda wanted to write something down about it, as more a ponderance to myself than to anyone else.
All I know is life can be so funny sometimes, and people's timing way off.