and now in self pity

[running__amok]

that whole king midas's touch thing
used to say that about myself
it still rattles around in my head
every thing i touch turns to shit

if you were sitting here with me you'd scoff and make a mocking sort of face
tell me i'm some kind of stupid

i do try
i do give a damn
i'm wrapped in a rubber suit and every push pulls me and i get no where
it's become very very frustrating

i try to do what's right
for both you and for me
but it seems i'm just flailing in my rubber suit
crushing the flowers underneath
turning everything i touch to shit

i know i'm not a horrible person
so why do i feel that way.