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Apr 03, 2005 11:15

Ugh.
I do not feel good.
This is going to be a LONG post.
I have gotten behind on posting stuff about my family and life.
SO..
About a year ago my Ucle was found on the side of the road in his truck dead, because he had a heart attack and was in the middle of nowhere on a trip for work.
So that was bad for my family.
Then, on Friday I believe it was my only 33 year old cousin died because he had liver problems and his liver was bleeding into his stomach and was coughing up blood.
My Aunt Marion (not the mom of my cousin or the wife of my ucle who died) called and told my mom that my Aunt Patti (the one who just lost these two) was at the funeral and didnt even cry.
She held it all inside.
She should have let it out, because my mom told me when I got home last night that my Aunt Patti had a heart attack.
I feel aweful, my cousin wo died had two young children.
Arvid who I believe is 5 and Kayla who I believe is 3.
Arvid said to his mom after his dad died "Please dont give daddys stuff away, save it for me when I get big."
That broke my heart.
Why do bad things have to happen?
Why did those little ones have to loose their daddy?

Then this past year has been hell for my grandpa.
He was very close to death a few times, but he fought through it.
He got gangreen(i have no clue how to spell it) and the doctors tried to spare his leg by doing a bypass, and it worked for a while but the flesh kept dying.
They ended up having to amputate his leg.

Hes doing good though.

On the brighter side.
I went to Longmont with Jonathan and his mom, dad, and sister.
I met his grandparents and aunt and uncle, and his great uncle.
I met two of his cousins.
His cousins are Ian who is like 10 and almost Sonia 8.
Well Sonia liked me lol.
She was all asking Jonathan and I if we were getting married.
Jonathan said yes.
Then her mom came in and was taling to us and Sonia was like "Mom, what will happen when they get married.?"
Her mom said "hunny they might not get married".
LoL Sonia said "But HE said they WERE".
lol..
Then she was like, "Will be be my uncle then?"
and tons of questions like that.
She was so confused. lol

When we went to leave his grandparents both gave me hugs and I was shocked cause I wasnt expecting it. lol.

Then I said bye to Sonia who was wetting down a paper towel for flowers and she was like "WAIT"
and wrapped the paper towel around the flowers and said "Here, these are for you".

So yeah, I had lots of fun.

Thats all for now.
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