And you realize your fantasies are dressed up in travesties

Apr 25, 2008 11:09

The past 2 weeks have been crazy. I've been so busy with presentations, exams, practicals, and procrastion. This morning I finished my last written exam at wayne. I thought I'd feel different. It's kind of anti-climatic. I mean, yes I have 2 full clinical internships which take me all the way to mid-december but this is the last time I'll see a majority of my classmates together in one spot before what, college research day in september. It's kind of ridiculous - and unnerving. I mean we are all going to be practicing in the clinic on real people who have real problems that have to get resolved. What if i don't know what the hell i'm doing and trust me my first rotation is pediatrics, there will be tons of learning that will be taking place on that one.
There has also been so much drama with the clincal placements. From my placement not even knowing i was placed there to people who have placements that say they can't fill them anymore. This is what happens when the selections are done too late and then everything gets off track. I'm not bitter though, everything worked itself out so I'm content.
In the last 2 weeks people have asked me if my scoly got worse. To the best of my knoweldge no - the curve of the spine is still ass backward and my shoulders will never be level - thank you for pointing it out and making me self conscious. Now i'm starting to feel crooked - thank you world that is not what i need.
I'm in a funky mood - i'm thinking florida can't come soon enough. I need the sun, beach, warm weather, coffee, and friends. I love the fam, don't get me wrong but right now it's time for a break.
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