boredness once again and nothing to keep me occupied...
everything is changing and once again i am stuck being the same old me. it sucks to see everyone growing up and me just sitting still. people feeing sorry for me only for a second and then going on with their perfect lives without me. sometimes i feel like an outcast or a loner... but then i think of all the friends i do have and all the friends that i could have and i am happy :) i need to be happy to survive in this world that i live in. i love my family and friends and i miss my momm.
amber g's partay is tomorrow and i am excited :) we have so much to do tomorrow and i should be getting to bed but for some reason i cant sleep... so i sit up and watch stupid tv shows that cloud my mind. boring.... it kinda sux bcuz i am gonna miss another one of Marissa's famous bonfires....damn, o well amber's will be lotsa fun!
my mom went camping this weekend and i feel like a dork for missing her.. i mean i can spend like a week away from her and see her for 2 minutes and i don't think twice about it, but when i just saw her this morning and i know that i am not gonna be able to see her until sunday, i get sad and homesick. but whatever... random stuff makes me love the relationship that i have with my mom. i love her to death and i always will.
so i have a pretty busy week next week and i am sure a lot of stress to come. o well i am ready for anything that comes my way.
i wish that i could keep certain moments in a secret box and relive them whenever i want to... o wait.. that's what i do whenever i think of you......
<3
amber g's partay is tomorrow and i am excited :) we have so much to do tomorrow and i should be getting to bed but for some reason i cant sleep... so i sit up and watch stupid tv shows that cloud my mind. boring.... it kinda sux bcuz i am gonna miss another one of Marissa's famous bonfires....damn, o well amber's will be lotsa fun!
my mom went camping this weekend and i feel like a dork for missing her.. i mean i can spend like a week away from her and see her for 2 minutes and i don't think twice about it, but when i just saw her this morning and i know that i am not gonna be able to see her until sunday, i get sad and homesick. but whatever... random stuff makes me love the relationship that i have with my mom. i love her to death and i always will.
so i have a pretty busy week next week and i am sure a lot of stress to come. o well i am ready for anything that comes my way.
i wish that i could keep certain moments in a secret box and relive them whenever i want to... o wait.. that's what i do whenever i think of you......
<3