Jan 31, 2005 21:31
titles r always so hard to think up for these things. im trying to write about something but i really cant think of nething to put down in here. i cant put a finger on my mood right now. i would go for more of a depressed but im not really down on nething right now there is just nothing at all to look forward too. all i have is my german trip and thats not really nething that special. i guess im just a person that is hard to amuse. i wanna write something but i dont know what to do. im not a big fan of tc anymore. she said that i couldnt handle college writing. she wanted me to take brit lit. what a load of shit. well sadly i have my health. everybody thinks that its soo bad to die young but i dont want to get older. 30 more years is good for me. once i turn 50 i will b happy dying becuz u already accomplished everything. im just a person who needs stuff to grab onto to pull me through the rough times. although the times arent rough right now i want something to look forward to. senior year isnt that far off and my parents still wont let me go to gainsville for a year. mt vernon high is sooo kick ass. off campus lunches, vip days once a week, and my favorite, freshman get their asses paddled. sure i would miss everyone but who wants to miss out on that.
well its not gonna happen
sry for being a little bitch and wasting 5 minutes of your life
Scott