So...
yea so I feel like a complete idiot today, Im so sick of school and just want it to summer where I only have to deal with the people I want to. I feel like that my life is just the same constant routine of ups and downs. It seems to be either an extra high and in less then 24 hours a huge low. Yea I know thta I'm the girl that lives in the past but see the past is easier and so much less stressful. I just need a break of some kind. It just seems like a lot of people are mad at me or something. I done know what I did but at this point I dont even care. Im just sick of school and pretty much everything that goes along with it. I hate when tack ends...it just seems that everything is just differnet and maybe boring...that not the right word for it but i can't really think what is. I just love running, yea I know I complain about it but it really is a lot of fun and makes me feel part of something and we all know the size of shen it does sometimes seem hard to do...Plus this year track went relativly smoothly. I was only involved in one big fight that I personaly think helped in the end and yea there were still the stupid fights over times and such but nothing as bad as what last year was. But onther things are repeting themselves...ok thats all for tonight I have an essay to write