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so track was pretty easy today just 12 200s it could be worse so I have decided not to complain apout the work. I realize I chose to run so I have to deal with it. Well only 2 months and one day until I turn 16! and the guys have a track meet on that day so i can stay at that until my parents come for my sisters concert if I really want to and then maybe con some of them to going out to friendlys after for my birthday...originally it was just going to be orchestra kids but hey having a bunch of people eat ice cream at friendlys and annoying all the concert kids what could be better...and you have to pay for yourself but any of my friends can come. Today I decided that I really want to try something other then just running this season but i have no idea what. I was thinking jumping but I dont think I would be good at it. Maybe Ill give it a try, I have nothing to lose.
So now on to a whole different topic,
Have you ever thought that you just might have figured out life? or that things might turn in the direction you want? or that you are finally the person that you always wanted to be? and then 2 minutes later realize that things aren't as simple as they seemed? or that they just plain dont make sence? or even better you mess everything up somehow? maybe over reacting, taking things to far, or by doing nothing at all? yeah thats sort of what I feel like right now but I dont really know why.I havent done anything really to make things seem simple or right and I havent done anything to mess them up but i just keep getting this feeling that something is wrong.
Semi topic change...
So apparently one of my ex-friends is trying to be kind and all. I have emailed him asking that we pretty much call a truce and well he never responded. At first I was like whatever but as time went on I cant belive that I worried so much about him. He is friends with one of my best friends yet wont say anything but rude stuff to me and occasonially hi. He has claimed not to know me but that is a huge lie! I went out with the kid and we have hung out a few times. Sometimes I wish we never fought the way we do and others i feel like its needed. i dont know what to to..do I try again to be kind to him or just forget the entire thing? oh well Ill figure this all out some time...
Now a list of things I must do this weekend...
1. Art Essay
2. Letter to Mrs.R
3. Sleep
4. Run
5. find something fun to do someday
6. decide about the concert
7. remember to get my stuff ready for track
that all for know and thank you to whoever read this entire thing
So now on to a whole different topic,
Have you ever thought that you just might have figured out life? or that things might turn in the direction you want? or that you are finally the person that you always wanted to be? and then 2 minutes later realize that things aren't as simple as they seemed? or that they just plain dont make sence? or even better you mess everything up somehow? maybe over reacting, taking things to far, or by doing nothing at all? yeah thats sort of what I feel like right now but I dont really know why.I havent done anything really to make things seem simple or right and I havent done anything to mess them up but i just keep getting this feeling that something is wrong.
Semi topic change...
So apparently one of my ex-friends is trying to be kind and all. I have emailed him asking that we pretty much call a truce and well he never responded. At first I was like whatever but as time went on I cant belive that I worried so much about him. He is friends with one of my best friends yet wont say anything but rude stuff to me and occasonially hi. He has claimed not to know me but that is a huge lie! I went out with the kid and we have hung out a few times. Sometimes I wish we never fought the way we do and others i feel like its needed. i dont know what to to..do I try again to be kind to him or just forget the entire thing? oh well Ill figure this all out some time...
Now a list of things I must do this weekend...
1. Art Essay
2. Letter to Mrs.R
3. Sleep
4. Run
5. find something fun to do someday
6. decide about the concert
7. remember to get my stuff ready for track
that all for know and thank you to whoever read this entire thing