Jan 23, 2007 21:35
wow i gotta say to anyone who still reads this thats crazy. yeah im doing alright with college but im gonna write about things that bug me cus this is the place to do it. first of all running here one thing that bothers me is its the same neighborhoods day in and day out boring streets with boring houses that gets to me cus back home i can just go down oak point and boom theres somthing good to look at. just one little thing ill try not to let it get to me. and my team they hardly understand me. like i feel soo unloved. i have a couple firend sbut it just isnt the same. oh and the guys team has this jerky guy. (theres one everywhere.) but he drives me nuts. did i trigger his jerkyness becuas of past actions k mb. but not really. get a life move on. use some of your lowless jerky words and write a novel. do i trigger jerky guys cus imean wherever i go there u are figs.i think a true guys arenice to everytone regardless.
i love college and educations sucha great gift. everyone should get it. sometimes i kinda feel like the gurl on titanic when shes going off the edge cus knowone understands her. id nevver do that and i wouldnt wanna find leonardo decaprio ccus he freezes later lol. but i just somtimees feel im going over the edge but then who doesnt. knowone understands me or really knows me and i wish they did. and im trying to be a great runner wish i was better here. wish my coach had a personality. and some guys need to stop being jerks and the worst is when u see them being nice to other gurls. i think was i not that good enough emotions emotions emotions. im tough and ill stick with college but i wish i wasnt just in this trance. yeah trance. yeah anyway i miss the old livejournal people and all this stuff. id go on it during highschool in the library lol anyways better study for math bye everyone. takeit easy if u read this <3