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guys are so silly. uugh. like i had no intentions of push push pushing. and i didnt. all i said was oh i am clinging i will talk to you later. and this causes a ruckus of events leading to me looking like this complete like psycho girl who wants a boyfriend. but i dont. i mean i could do it, i think. but i dont even want that how did this happen? like i've made out with a few people, gave my number out, and been talking on the phone/texting/emailing other guys since we started hanging out. theres no chance in hell that i've been sitting around waiiiting for this person but somehow it seems like i am. like hes a good kid but jesus.
so i read this book "who moved my cheese" and its about dealing with change. so you have to like sniff out change, react to it, and scurry along to find a new cheese. it says to change your behavior.
so i dont knwo what to do then. because normally i would like flip out and delete the person out ofmy life. he basically said "well if the chance arises for me to have sex with someone else...." you fill it in. so i mean, i dont know.
i think what i should do is be clear headed. im never clear headed. i have to accept what this person has told me. because its not going to change. and either deal with it, or let the kid go. i have accepted this reaction and dealt with it before in the past, and it always ends badly. i wonder what i should do then. accept it and change my actions compared to what i normally do by accepting this situation or just cut my losses and be done with it now.
guh i wasnt planning on thinking this thru but now i have to. my brain hurts.
so i read this book "who moved my cheese" and its about dealing with change. so you have to like sniff out change, react to it, and scurry along to find a new cheese. it says to change your behavior.
so i dont knwo what to do then. because normally i would like flip out and delete the person out ofmy life. he basically said "well if the chance arises for me to have sex with someone else...." you fill it in. so i mean, i dont know.
i think what i should do is be clear headed. im never clear headed. i have to accept what this person has told me. because its not going to change. and either deal with it, or let the kid go. i have accepted this reaction and dealt with it before in the past, and it always ends badly. i wonder what i should do then. accept it and change my actions compared to what i normally do by accepting this situation or just cut my losses and be done with it now.
guh i wasnt planning on thinking this thru but now i have to. my brain hurts.