burnout already....
I'm so tired....I'm tired of being tired....I need a vacation. Hopefully I'm goign to make it to new jersey around my birthday. I'm ready for some parental spoiling. This being grown up thing sucks. I had five hours or restraint refresher training followed by ten hours of working on the floor today which OF COURSE included at least twenty minutes of actually restraining a kid straight. My shoulder aches, my head aches, I'm STILL sick (coughing to the point of throwing up for several nights now) I'm exhuasted but at this point of time I'm buzzing with energy. Hopefully the NyQuil will kick in soon.
So I know I haven't posted in forever, I've actually been writing in a regular journal. The physical sensation of it has been nice lately. I don't know, it's not like I do anything that fun or exciting. Work eats 50-60 hours out of my week with at least 8-10 hours of commuting. I've been sick with a cold that will almost go away before it rears it's head back up and keeps me in bed for 36 hours like this weekend.
Work is going better, I'm getting the hang of things but everyday I still find myself asking how the fuck I got to be working with teenage girls.
So I know I haven't posted in forever, I've actually been writing in a regular journal. The physical sensation of it has been nice lately. I don't know, it's not like I do anything that fun or exciting. Work eats 50-60 hours out of my week with at least 8-10 hours of commuting. I've been sick with a cold that will almost go away before it rears it's head back up and keeps me in bed for 36 hours like this weekend.
Work is going better, I'm getting the hang of things but everyday I still find myself asking how the fuck I got to be working with teenage girls.