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[runherdown]

welp since today is a good day
i shall update
spanish online is soo fast pase
ive been trying to keep up
i think i final caught on
i got a 93 on my quiz

ive been thinking about changing around my journal
but what to change it too
there soo many things
so for now i will keep the same style.

autumn went to florida for dancing
so i will be missing her when she is gone
and when she gets back i will be glad
i stop taking my anti depressants
and now this time its not that bad
i hate depending on something like that
i want to not need it

i miss hanging out when a lot of my friends
ive been just hanging out wiht the same people
for awhile.
i am going to call others tomorrow though
so i can kkkeep up on whats everyone else is doing.
i am going to keep working on my singing too
i really want to get somewhere
i donno if i am good or not
but its hard hearing others thoughts.

i am not driving anymore cause my parents wont let me
i really need a job, cause that would change there mind
i mean i keep applying and....nothing.
oh well, ive said enough.
<3John