it's over
so high school is over?
that is really weird to say.
math b regents today wasn't too bad; have sociology final tomorrow and then i am done with high school.
i feel as though i am going to cry.
so many things happened in high school and looking back on it now i would not change a thing
all of the events that took place
which were mostly bad which is quite upsetting all happened for a reason and all really did make me a better person in the long run.
i really would not change a thing.
i am going to miss mr. risoli and mrs. garr and maybe even ms. goldstone on certain days when i need girly advice like what kind of lipbalm works with which kind of weather. i'm living without the O.C. i thought i would die after it went off the air but i am coping. that show ended as high school was ending for me-- i think i should either write a book about my life, or make a script for it to become a movie-- i think that would be extremely interesting. my party is next sunday that makes me excited. i dont feel any different being 18- in fact i feel as though i am still 14 and just moved here and high school never even began yet. i might be moving back down to yonkers. if god is real i will be. i truly do hate it up here and sometimes i wish that i had never moved up here to begin with but then i think of all of the people i have met and realized i needed to. i really don't want high school to end. everyone is either going away or really wont keep in touch like they say theyd like to. i can't believe this is it. from june 22 on everything will be different. everything will have a new beginning and i don't want that because i have never fully concluded all the things i would have liked to to my past. this is really sad and i feel like i am the only one who is going to miss high school. everyone is so happy that theyre leaving but for me it's hard cuz all these people and this town and westlake was a new beginning for me-- i wasnt here since i was little i dont have the memories like they do and just when memories really begin we have to move on again. i dont want to lose touch with anyone i dont want to be alone again i dont really want to start over again because everytime i turn the corner that is what i seem to be doing. i guess this is a novel closed instead of a year or a chapter. ive been writing in this journal on and off since 2003 some of my most horrible and best times are written and recorded in here and now those must be laid to rest as we all truly move our separate ways. i guess this is farewell. 2007- you have come.
that is really weird to say.
math b regents today wasn't too bad; have sociology final tomorrow and then i am done with high school.
i feel as though i am going to cry.
so many things happened in high school and looking back on it now i would not change a thing
all of the events that took place
which were mostly bad which is quite upsetting all happened for a reason and all really did make me a better person in the long run.
i really would not change a thing.
i am going to miss mr. risoli and mrs. garr and maybe even ms. goldstone on certain days when i need girly advice like what kind of lipbalm works with which kind of weather. i'm living without the O.C. i thought i would die after it went off the air but i am coping. that show ended as high school was ending for me-- i think i should either write a book about my life, or make a script for it to become a movie-- i think that would be extremely interesting. my party is next sunday that makes me excited. i dont feel any different being 18- in fact i feel as though i am still 14 and just moved here and high school never even began yet. i might be moving back down to yonkers. if god is real i will be. i truly do hate it up here and sometimes i wish that i had never moved up here to begin with but then i think of all of the people i have met and realized i needed to. i really don't want high school to end. everyone is either going away or really wont keep in touch like they say theyd like to. i can't believe this is it. from june 22 on everything will be different. everything will have a new beginning and i don't want that because i have never fully concluded all the things i would have liked to to my past. this is really sad and i feel like i am the only one who is going to miss high school. everyone is so happy that theyre leaving but for me it's hard cuz all these people and this town and westlake was a new beginning for me-- i wasnt here since i was little i dont have the memories like they do and just when memories really begin we have to move on again. i dont want to lose touch with anyone i dont want to be alone again i dont really want to start over again because everytime i turn the corner that is what i seem to be doing. i guess this is a novel closed instead of a year or a chapter. ive been writing in this journal on and off since 2003 some of my most horrible and best times are written and recorded in here and now those must be laid to rest as we all truly move our separate ways. i guess this is farewell. 2007- you have come.