hmmm
well things in my life..are getting really weird..i mean i see a guy hanging..i dont sleep anymore..and ugh just everything. i have alot going on in my head right now..it wouldn't make any sense to anyone. hell it doesnt make sense to me..i hate having a therapist. its like b4 i go i can think of a few things we coudl talk about..but when i get there..its like i forgot..or i just never can put things into words..it sux..i'm still supposed to call her about what i'm eating. :( its the worst..and soo embarrassing. but ahh well...i will say i'm getting worried for college. i mean friends, gettign good, grades, running well, and staying healthy enuff (esp w/o parents and stuff) that i dont end up in a hospital. damn if i move in that day is going to be EMOTIONAL but hey..i can do this..i just have to keep telling myself i can make it through college. after all high school had to be worse..right ahh who knows well i'm out later.
~Becky~
~Becky~