Ha, Drama how I learned to hate you...
Problems piling up and stuff need doing left undone,
Why? my mind won't leave me alone. Its annoying, painful, and stressful really. Like a friend said this IS unhealthy and just to add to that unproductive. I was going to do my Phist project today but guess what, my stupid thoughts started to bother me again. So that made me stressed and not want to do anything. So now I'm confused, in pain, stressed, annoyed, lonely, and sad. I wouldn't be surprised if someone hit me or my hand just suddenly hit me. This happend before and back then I got better thanks to a friend. Now it just won't go away, I tried sleeping it off, working and trying not to thinking about it.
Why is it that when love is involved I always get hurt? Its not that I don't want to fall in love with this person its just that I can't. There are this we can do and want to do. This problem of mine is something I can't do but want too. Yeah... everytime I get hurt I grow stronger... so how can the same thing hurt me more?
sorry for the post, wanted to try to write it off...
how I wish this philosophy worked on anything: "TEKKEN na lang!"
Why? my mind won't leave me alone. Its annoying, painful, and stressful really. Like a friend said this IS unhealthy and just to add to that unproductive. I was going to do my Phist project today but guess what, my stupid thoughts started to bother me again. So that made me stressed and not want to do anything. So now I'm confused, in pain, stressed, annoyed, lonely, and sad. I wouldn't be surprised if someone hit me or my hand just suddenly hit me. This happend before and back then I got better thanks to a friend. Now it just won't go away, I tried sleeping it off, working and trying not to thinking about it.
Why is it that when love is involved I always get hurt? Its not that I don't want to fall in love with this person its just that I can't. There are this we can do and want to do. This problem of mine is something I can't do but want too. Yeah... everytime I get hurt I grow stronger... so how can the same thing hurt me more?
sorry for the post, wanted to try to write it off...
how I wish this philosophy worked on anything: "TEKKEN na lang!"