Mar 03, 2005 14:49
something about me just doesn't feel right.. I can't quite put a finger on it or what it might be. I think it has to do with this book, I think it makes me realize things. Not sure what kind of things other than the Obvious, again one of those things I can't put a finger on. Maybe it's one of those intagible things, not sure but somehow i feel depressed and want to venture off into my own little world to escape it and move toward the serenity.
What is up with me? *pokes brain* why are you being like this? Maybe it will come to me.
Everything seems to be falling apart in some way, Nicole is slipping further and further away everyday i feel like we are reaching that point where it is going to break. It's getting to the end of the Nine weeks and so much stuff is due and i haven't the time to complete all these assignments. Fcat is monday, and things with certain people. I just don't know, Somehow my heart just says to be alone for a while and it will get better, but i'm not sure it really will. Maybe it all just needs thought to bring life back into it.