Jan 08, 2012 12:03
January 8, 2007
So, with a new year starting and all, I thought I was gonna try to get more active and try to write something once in a while.
And today seem like a good (or more of a bad day lol) to start, since it is exactly five years since Kagerou held their very last live at Zepp Tokyo. Time really flies! Not that I was able to get there (being a student with no money sucks), but it doesn't make it less of a painful date. At least I got to see them in Berlin about three weeks earlier.
I remeber I sat alone in the livingroom of my mothers house that very day. Listening to the same songs they played at the live in Berlin on the 15th of december. Thats the last time I saw Kagerou live.
If I dint't have to work today maybe I would have watched the Last live dvd. On the other hand Im kind of glad that Im not able to, cause i know how painful it would be since I get stomach ache just thinking about watching it. And ever since Daisuke passed away Ive been thinking about watching it a lot of times, but I haven't been able to even once. Its just a couple of months ago (since the visit to Japan and the Daisuke memorial live to be precise) I even managed to listen to Kagerous music since his passing. Its a total emotional roller-coaster ride listening though.
Blablabla, this entry became messy and without any good point but it's written more for me to remeber this day than anything else so I guess it doesen't really matter.
Uhm, yeah. Kagerou will always possess a huge part of my heart.